A Chanukka Kavvana

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chanukkah.thumbnail.2014Sarah Yehudit Schneider  

When is the time for lighting Chanukka candles? The earliest (and preferable) time is sunset but one can still fulfill the mitzvah until pedestrians disappear from the street. [TB Shabbat 21b]

  מצותה משתשקע החמה עד שתכלה רגל מן השוק.

Everyone knows that Chanukka celebrates our victory over Greek tyranny, and the miracle of oil which burned for eight days. In remembrance of these wondrous events the rabbis instituted the holiday of Chanukka, observed by lighting candles in our doorways and windows for eight nights. The point of this practice, says the Talmud, is to publicize the miracles that happened “at that time, in this season.”[1] Consequently, ideally, the candles should face the public domain, and be visible to passersby. Their prominence, however, does not just hinge upon placement; timing is equally critical. They need to be burning during the time when folks are actually passing by.  If they are only kindled late at night it’s likely that no one will see them. And so the Talmud rules: The time for lighting Chanukka candles is while there are pedestrians still traversing the market place.

Yet there is a deeper teaching embedded in the idiomatic language of this Talmudic passage.

…עד שתכלה רגל מן השוק:
…Until the foot ceases from the public marketplace.

King Solomon notes: “This opposite this HaShem created the world.”[2]There’s a holy realm and a shadow realm, says the Ari, and they are mirror images of each other.[3] Since the human being is a microcosm of the universe, the structure of these two realms is imaged as an Adam, with head, limbs, torso and feet (or at least the equivalent of such).  The holy realm is called Adam d’Kedusha (the Holy Adam), and the shadow realm is called Adam Bliya’al (the Scoundrel Adam).[4] Hisunholy province is the abode of klipot—literally, husks, and refers, metaphorically, to all that conceals the truth that G-d is one, good, just and everpresent.

Nothing can exist except that it receive a sufficient flow of life juice. This is true for minerals, plants animals and people. Life juice, by definition, is holy. HaShem is called the “Life-Force-that-Enlivens-all-Worlds.” There is no other source of vitality except for that which originates in the realms of kedusha.[5] ,[6]

That’s a real problem for the klipot. In the spiritual world things are close when similar and distant when different. Opposites cannot get anywhere near each other. So how can the klipot get hold of their life juice when they can’t approach its holy repository?

Fortunately, for them, there is a plan B—the loophole called “Heel in the public domain” (רגל בשוק ). Let’s try to understand that obscure metaphor, by defining its two terms: heel (רגל /regel) and public domain (שוק /shuk).

When Adam and Chava defied God’s word and ate from the forbidden Tree, reality imploded.  It shattered and collapsed into the lower realms. Its lowest edge, its feet so to speak, fell all the way down into the klipot—the impure realms—into the head (so to speak) of Adam Bliya’al,[7] and from there its sparks dispersed throughout the entire stature.[8]

And what do we know about the “head” of this Scoundrel Adam. The Baal Shem Tov teaches that wherever our thoughts are, there we are. So what kinds of thoughts float through the head of Adam Bliya’al?

There are two terms that have technical application in Jewish law, but are also employed by chassidut to express states of consciousness. These terms are reshut yachid (private domain) and reshut harabim (public domain). An example of their technical usage is that on Shabbat we do not carry objects from a public domain (i.e. the street) to a private one (i.e. our home), or vice versa.

These legal terms—reshut hayachid and reshut harabim—lend themselves to chassidic interpretation as follows. Reshut hayachidbecomes the awareness that we are all, without chanukka 2014_kedusha.bliyaal2exception, under the “authority and dominion of the One”—the Yachid (the Holy One)—the sole Creator of “heaven, earth and all their hosts.” Conversely, reshut harabim is the delusion that there are multiple authorities in the universe, a pantheon of them—that there is no Single Authority (noYachid) that rules over all. In reshut harabim consciousness “there is no binding moral code with built-in spiritual consequences and there is no Judge to enforce it.”[9]

Adam Bliya’al lives in reshut harabim consciousness. Theoretically that should create an unbridgeable chasm between itself and its holy source of life-juice. But since the heels of Holy Adam fell down into the impure realms, and its sparks dispersed throughout the klipot, Adam Bliya’al can draw sustenance from these holy slivers of light that are now trapped inside its domain.

In kabbala, the farther something is from the head, the less conscious it is.  The feet symbolize the most unconscious layers of our psyche, the places that are still “in the dark” when it comes to faith and wisdom.  Since, in the spiritual realms, likeness produces closeness, these short-sided, fear-driven, cynical layers of soul naturally gravitate toward Adam Bliya’al.

And so there is a tug of war between Adam d’Kedusha and Adam Bliya’al.  The Holy Adam is trying to pull its regel min hashuk, to extract its (metaphoric) feet from the realms of darkness, doubt, delusion and guilt—to collect all the scattered pieces of itself and infuse them with the certainty of faith. But Adam Bliya’al is pulling in the opposite direction. These “fallen feet” and captive sparks are its life line. It will not surrender without a fight. And so it tries to cripple the holy Adam with fear, despair, and shame.

This is not just a cosmic odyssey that it playing out through history…it is also a battle that is happening inside our very own souls.  We also have a regel stuck in the shuk of reshut harabim consciousness. There are dark corners of our psyche (its “heels”) that have not fully absorbed our faith. We still get snagged (for example) by envy and rage which could not happen if G-d were fully in the picture.

Every time we do a mitzvah or choose the high road we raise a spark and pry our heel loose (a little more). Whenever we afflict our soul or veer from truth we degrade a spark and ensnare our heels (a little more).

The Chanukah menorah is a beacon that sends its light out into thereshut harabim.  Its precision-guided photons target the sparks that are trapped inside the klipah—the splinters of light that together comprise the heels of our Holy fallen Adam. A candle, says the Zohar, is not just a source of illumination. It is a living symbol that broadcasts the truth of Divine oneness into the psyche of those looking on.

Whoever desires to grasp the wisdom of holy oneness should observe a flame ascending from a burning candle. [Zohar 1:51a]

The soul is fluent in reading symbols.  It prefers them to words. On Chanukka our souls are flooded by candlelight and the message of oneness that it transmits. The hope and prayer (and theory) is that these sparks trapped in reshut harabim consciousness will absorb that light, awaken, and return to the truth of their soul.

Let our Chanukka menorot inspire a mass aliya of fallen sparks returning to their holy land, the reshut haYachid mindset, where truth rules and faith prevails.[10] Bereft of life-juice the klipa should wither along with the rage, envy, lie, and shame that are it proxies. Let it be now, on this Chanukka, that the “heels finally cease from the shuk—תכלה רגל מן השוק —and the gates fly open to our reward phase of history, growth-through-joy, mashiach and beyond.


[1] TB 23b; Prayer recited upon lighting the Chanukka candles.
[2] Ecclesiastes 7:14
[3] R. Isaac Luria, Shaar haGilgulim, shaar 21.
[4] Ibid.  shaar 23.
[5] Kedusha means holiness.
[6] R. Shlomo Elyashuv, Leshem Shebo V’Achlama, Ha Drush Olam HaTohu, chelek 2, drush 2, anaf 3, ot 4.
[7] Mishley 5:5. “Her feet hang down into [the realms of] death.”
[8] Ari, Sefer HaLikutim, parashat Toldot.
[9] BR 6:6.
[10] R. Tsadok HaKohen, Pri Tsadik, Chanukka 1.

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The Benefits and Obstacles of Meditation — Lesson Two

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Judaism is a fourfold path. There are physical practices that rectify the body, prayer that cleanses the heart, meditation that stills the mind, and Torah study that awakens the deepest layer of soul. This second video on Jewish Meditation gives useful tips and incentives. Hopefully you have been experimenting with the meditation from the Code of Jewish Law presented in Lesson 1. Before moving to more advanced techniques it is good to have some practice under your belt. The next lesson will suggest ways to deepen the experience.

A Meditation from the Code of Jewish Law

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Judaism is a fourfold path. There are physical practices that rectify the body, prayer that cleanses the heart, meditation that stills the mind, and Torah study that awakens the deepest layer of soul. The first level of meditation instruction appears on the opening page of the Code of Jewish Law (Shulchan Arukh).

Sisera’s Mother Sets the Tone for our Rosh HaShana Shofar

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RH.2014Rosh HaShana, 5775 / 2014
Sarah Yehudit Schneider

And in the seventh month, on the first day of the month…it is for you a day of teruah(sounding the shofar).[1]

: וּבַחֹדֶשׁ הַשְּׁבִיעִי בְּאֶחָד לַחֹדֶשׁ …יוֹם תְּרוּעָה יִהְיֶה לָכֶם

The essential obligation of Rosh HaShana (from the Torah) is not to pray all day, or to get dressed up and have a big family meal, but rather, simply, to hear the shofar. Yet what exactly does Hashem have in mind with this command? Would a short toot suffice or must we hear it several times over?  Should the shofar’s blast be long and steady or perhaps, instead, staccato?

The search for answers to this question led the rabbis to a most unlikely role model: the cruel mother of our ferocious adversary, Sisera.

The Talmud’s investigation begins with the Torah which calls Rosh HaShana the “day of teruah (sounding the shofar).” The next clue is the Targum which translates teruah into Aramaic as yevava(יבבה). [2] The third clue is that the root of that Aramaic word (י.ב.ב) is also Hebrew and appears only once in the entire Bible—in the bloody tale of Sisera’s battle with the Israelites.[3]

Most are familiar with the story of Devorah, the prophetess, who is renowned as the only recorded woman judge. The Bible describes how she sat beneath a palm tree ruling on legal matters and resolving disputes. During her judgeship Devorah determined that it was time to initiate a military revolt against Yavin, the tyrannical Canaanite king. [4] Continue Reading…

The Secret of Sorting Truth From Lie

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by-the-rivers-of-babylon-GoodSalt-prcas1576 Tisha B’Av, 5774/2014 Sarah Yehudit Schneider

R. Yehoshua ben Levi met Mashiach and asked him: “When will you come, Master? When will you announce yourself?” Mashiach answered: “Today!” But the day passed and Mashiach did not come. R. Yehoshua ben Levi met Elijah the Prophet and reported his encounter with Mashiach: Elijah inquired: What did he say to you….” “He spoke falsely,” complained R. Yehoshua. “He said that he would come today, but he did not.” Elijah explained that when Mashiach said, “Today,” he was quoting a verse from Psalms : “Today, if you listen to His voice [היום אם בקולו תשמעו]” [1] and, apparently, we did not fulfill the criterion, so Mashiach did not come. [2]

Everyone knows that Tisha B’Av is the lowest point of the Jewish calendar. HaShem’s protective aura thins, and we grow vulnerable to error and to harm. The downward tug of this time is ancient and nearly impossible to resist. It started with the incident of the spies [Num. 13 –14]; we failed to listen in to HaShem’s voice and gave credence instead to words proffered in bad faith. The chink that precipitated that fiasco was a defect in our ability to distinguish truth from falsehood. It was a flaw in our listening skills. As soon as we manage to fix that fault and only take truth to heart, we will meet the condition of “heeding [HaShem’s] voice (אם בקולו תשמעו) and Mashiach will come, today.

Let’s examine what went wrong that fateful day, the 9th of Av in the Sinai desert on the border with Israel, poised to cross into our Promised Land. There is much to learn from that mistake whose reverberations still shake our world 3,325 years later.

The sense of hearing has two channels and both malfunctioned on that fateful day. 1) Our outer ears hear words and sounds that emanate from without. 2) Our inner ear hears guidance from within. Each of our five outer senses has an inner, spiritual, equivalent. With our inner ear we sort through the barrage of stimuli (words from without, impulses from within) and separate truth from falsehood. Continue Reading…

Like it Or Not, We Are In This Together

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people.mountShavuot 2014 / 5774 Sarah Yehudit Schneider

The Torah’s revelation at Sinai was the most profound manifestation of God that ever transpired on the planet. An estimated four million people beheld that historic event. A searing revelation of Presence engraved the souls of an entire nation with the-truth-of-the-universe compressed into a single burst of light. Its impact continues to impel their generations to be seekers and servants of God and will do so until the end of time.

The transformation that occurred then was so deep that it actually restored the Israelites to the purity of Adam and Chava before their sin, before death descended into the world.[1] In Gan Eden, says the Talmud, Adam and Chava “spanned from heaven to earth and from one end of the world to the other.”[2] They contained the souls of all reality inside themselves—of every human being from the beginning of time until its end (including each one of us).[3] We all gave consensus to their decision to eat and we all suffered the contaminating consequences of it. But at Sinai the process reversed. That intense revelation of heavenly light flushed out the impurities imbibed from that infamous Tree.

In the language of the Talmud, paska zuhamtan.[4] When the serpent seduced us to taste the forbidden fruit, our consciousness narrowed, our visual-field shrunk, our judgment skewed and our desires twisted. The serpent’s poison (zuhama) snaked through our veins. But at Sinai, paska zuhamtan, its filth departed and we reattained the purity of Eden before the sin.

But if that be so, how did we worship a Golden Calf forty days later? If we were really so squeaky clean we could not have fallen to such idolatrous depravity. Something doesn’t add up.

Continue Reading…

Plagues by Land…Plagues by Sea

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plaguesPesach 2014 / 5774
Sarah Yehudit Schneider

Rabbi Yosi the Gallilean said: The Egyptians were struck by ten plagues in Egypt, and fifty plagues at the sea…
Rabbi Eliezer said
: …In Egypt they were struck by forty plagues, and at the sea by two hundred plagues. 
  
Rabbi Akiva said:
 …In Egypt they were struck by fifty plagues, and at the sea by two hundred and fifty plagues.

This is the most obscure passage in the Hagada. The rabbis culled our vast body of teachings and created a script for families to recite year after year to recall our story, bolster our faith, bind us as a people, and transmit our precious tradition to the next generation. But what did they expect us to learn from this esoteric debate that seems divorced from reality.

There are two issues. The first is figuring out what these plagues actually were that struck the Egyptians at the sea. The ten plagues in Egypt were so noteworthy that the Torah spends reams of precious words extolling them. Now the rabbis inform us that those plagues were trivial compared to the barrage at the sea. Yet the Torah does not mention this second assault at all. Not a word. The second issue is the numerics. All three rabbis agree that the plagues at the sea were five times worse than the ones by land. Their debate concerns how many plagues there were in total—50, 200, or 250. What is the significance of these numbers?

I’m going to explore the first question at length and address the second more briefly.

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Remember Amalek…Don’t Forget

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purim.haman.2PurimBurst 2014
Sarah Yehudit Schneider

(1) Remember[1]….(2) to blot out the remembrance of Amalek from under the heavens[2]….(3) Do not forget![2]

     Who is this Amalek that three of our 613 mitzvot revolve around him? And how do we “remember to eliminate the memory of something while also never forgetting it?” Isn’t that self-contradictory?

The Torah accords Amalek the mysterious distinction as “First of the nations…” [ראשית גוים עמלק…][4]. The midrash explains that this is because Amalek was the first tribe to assault the Israelites in their journey to Sinai.[5] The wonders that accompanied Israel’s exodus from Egypt proved God’s love for them, yet Amalek was undeterred. Without a trace of compunction, its soldiers attacked straight away.[6] Amalek’s distinction as “first” to assault Israel (God’s chosen ones) attests to its rotten core. In the Torah’s lexicon of symbols Amalek becomes the token of pure evil. Continue Reading…

A Tribute to Wheat for Tu B’Shvat

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Sarah Yehudit Schneider

wheat

It is customary to eat fruits and drink wine in celebration of Tu B’Shvat, the Rosh HaShana of fruit trees. And it is fitting to admire each fruit and speak its praises before you eat it. In that spirit A Still Small Voice presents a tribute to wheat. 

Wheat has a special status in the Jewish tradition. As the staff of life, it is the most important food. A person could live on bread and water for an extended period of time. The thanksgiving prayer recited after partaking of a meal where bread is served is a special, elaborate blessing distinct from others.

  The Talmud teaches that wheat was actually a tree in the Garden of Eden, with tasty cakes growing straight from its bough. When Adam and Eve ate from the Tree of Knowledge, reality shattered and transformed completely. Wheat, which was the loftiest tree in Eden, became one of the lowliest plants in our fallen world. That which was highest fell lowest. It now takes enormous effort, and many sequential labors, to turn wheat from tough kernels into edible loaves, pale imitations of those that grew straight from the vine in Eden.

A child first acquires the awareness that enables speech when it begins to ingest wheat. Kabballa explains that this is because the numerical value of the Hebrew word for wheat (חטה) is 22, the number of letters in the Hebrew alphabet. This Kabbalistic fact connects wheat to the sefira of wisdom for it is there that the capacity for conscious awareness first appears. Not only do letters enable speech, they are also required for thought. These rarified letters that glimmer in the mind as the source of our creative insights are the spiritual root of wheat. 

Continue Reading…

Chanukka and the Feminine

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chanukkah.2013.thumbnailby Sarah Yehudit Schneider

In Jewish symbology, the masculine archetype conflates with the sun and the feminine with the moon. Based on this equation the Ari maps out a seven-stage sequence from waning to waxing—from diminishment to fullness of stature—that is the secret (and the prototype) of the archetypal feminine. Our messianic goal, says the Ari, is for he and she “to become completelyequal.”[1] These teachings apply on every scale, from the inner feminine inside us all, to woman in relation to man, and to the Shekhina (Divine immanence) in relation to HaShem (Divine transcendene).

     We’ll define the feminine polarity (or Shekhina) as that aspect of the universe that is engaged in hishtalmut (dynamic perfecting) as opposed to the masculine which holds the pole of shelaymut (unwavering perfection).[2] We and all of creation are feminine in relation to HaShem.  We are that aspect of Divinity undergoing hishtalmut, for Divine Perfection, by definition, can lack nothing, even (paradoxically) the experience of perfecting.

Like the gears of a clock where the small wheels rotate once per second, while others take a minute, an hour, a day or even year to chanukka 2013.gearsrevolve. So it goes for the feminine on the inner plane, says the Ari.  There are daily cycles, monthly, yearly and even multi-millennial ones, for the entire course of human history is but a single revolution of the cosmic moon.

And each cycle leaves its residue of tikun. Although, the moon wanes again after she has waxed, each ascent to fullness leaves a permanent trace of growth.  Consequently, in the next descent, her “low point” will not be as low as it was before because of the light she absorbed in the last round. Continue Reading…

Paradox #11 — The Quagmire of Moral Relativism

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How do I become a patron of paradox without compromising my moral convictions? That is the question explored in this new video called, “The Quagmire of Moral Relativism.”

Paradox Video Teaching #10

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This video teaching, called Varieties of Paradox, is a summary of the different types of paradox that we encounter in the world. People expressed confusion because we have introduced so many different kinds of paradox and each one calls for a different response and they felt a bit overwhelmed by the unruliness of the subject. This video provides a framework that organizes the complexity and makes it more manageable.

Sweetening the Dinim

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rosh.hashana.2013Rosh HaShanna 2013/5774 

Sarah Yehudit Schneider

 Our Rosh Hashana avoda—its soul-searching, lengthy prayers, and special mitzvot—is all directed toward one mysterious aim called “sweetening the dinim”, a holy endeavor that serves both man and G‑d alike. The obvious question is what are these dinim and how do you go about sweetening them and why is it so important at this time of year?

The simplistic answer is that dinim are harsh judgments—punitive decrees from on high—that we are hoping to avert through our Rosh HaShana beseeching. There is truth to that perspective for it fits the facts and motivates the exertions appropriate for these awe-filled times. Yet, because its anthropomorphisms have not been cracked, it conceals the ineffable instead of conjuring it and that creates problems even bigger than the one it solved.[1]

Kabbala defines this term differently: Dinim (says kabbala) are the dark knots of unactualized potential that comprise the lion’s share of our soul. They contain (in potential) both our magnificence and our fatal flaws fused into compact slivers of compressed light strewn throughout our psyche and, actually, throughout the world. They are also called sparks, gevurot, dark lights and black fire.

Our mission (and our destiny) is to unpack these dinim—to extract their resources and use them for good. This is what it means to sweeten dinim. Our Rosh Hashana practices employ several methods for accelerating this task which always comes round to “infusing the dinim with consciousness,” i.e. bringing awareness into areas of our life that were previously unconscious (and reactive). Continue Reading…

Paradox #9 — Hashmal Jig 3/3

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This illustrated video teaching, called The Hashmal Jig 3/3, is the ninth installment in our series on Paradox.  It examines the second step of our Hashmal Jig—the need to make a choice despite our ambivalence—and the tools available to help us do so.

Master of Prayer — Tisha b’Av, 5773 / 2013

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“Everything that the Merciful One does is good.”[1] That means everything, without exception. Our job is to find that good…and proclaim it. From this perspective complaints with providence expose the chinks in our faith. If we don’t get what we want, then we just need to reprogram ourselves to want what we get. It’s all good, be happy.

But if that were the only truth, then what’s the point of our three long weeks of mourning and semi-depression between the 17th of Tammuz and the 9th of Av. Our obligation, at this time is to diminish simcha. (משנכנס אב ממעטין בשמחה).[2] The Talmud lists certain behaviors that people naturally do when they are depressed and it requires us to emulate them at this time. The point is to awaken a melancholia inside our souls—a genuine sadness for the great sins and tragic calamities of Jewish history that cluster around this time.

Scientists note that when a person makes a happy face, even when it’s completely fake, his body starts to produce the physiological symptoms of joy. And similarly, when a person frowns their physiology changes in ways that indicate sadness.[3]

And that is the point (and the obligation) of these three weeks…to behave in ways that express sadness—focusing on the losses, lacks and calamities of Jewish history in order to reduce our simcha (a state of mind we try to cultivate at every other time of the year). Continue Reading…

Paradox 8–Hashmal Jig 2/3

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This video teaching, called The Hashmal Jig 2/3, is the eighth installment in our series on Paradox. It develops the kabbalistic secret of Hashmal—the energy of consciousness generated from dancing between the poles of a paradox.

Paradox 7 — The Hashmal Jig

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This video teaching, called The Hashmal Jig 1/3, is the seventh installment in our series on Paradox. It introduces the kabbalistic secret of Hashmal—the energy of consciousness generated from dancing between the poles of a paradox.

Dewdrops of Light–Shavuot 5773 / 2013

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 When HaShem revealed the Torah at Sinai, the Israelites died at every word. Their souls flew from their bodies and Hashem revived them with the dew that He will use to resurrect the dead. [MR Ex. 29:4; TB 88b]

 From where does the dew of resurrection descend? From the head of God, as it says (SHS 5:2), “For My head is drenched with dew, My locks with the damp of night” [YS SHS 988]

 This is the Torah when a man dies in a tent…” (Num. 19:14)1 Resh Lakish derives from this verse that the Torah’s words will only endure when those who have learned them will also die for them. [TB Shabbat 83b]

  “Your dew is droplets of light…” (Isaiah 26:19)  From this we learn that one who engages with the light of Torah [and dies for it], the luminous dew of the Torah will resurrect him/her. [TB Ketuvot 111b; TZ Tikun 19]

 Truth be told, we are born pleasure seekers. HaShem endowed our souls with an innate drive to avoid pain and pursue pleasure. This legacy (called the pleasure principle) is a mixed bag—it is our greatest stumbling block and the force that drives us toward redemption. Our appetite for pleasure will not cease until it’s satiated, and that will not occur until the messianic golden age. Continue Reading…

PoleHolders — Illustrated Video Teaching on Paradox #6

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This illustrated video teaching, called Poleholders, is the sixth installment in our series on Paradox.  It uses the polarity of Truth and Faith to model a way of grappling with paradox that alters consciousness and expands ones capacity to hold complex truths. It demonstrates how to extract the energy locked inside a paradox and channel it toward growth and change.

Tsafun—Afikoman

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Pesach 5773 / 2013
Sarah Yehudit Schneider

The 12th step in our seder is called Tsafun—meaning hidden or secret. It follows the festive meal and marks the time for “dessert” which, at the seder, means our last portion of matzah, called the Afikoman. Really, the dessert should be the Paschal lamb—the sacrificial centerpiece of our evening’s ritual, but without the Temple there is no way to truly sanctify the lamb’s slaughter so we substitute matzah instead.

In the original Passover (in Egypt) we needed to start eating the lamb by midnight and to finish by dawn.[1] The rabbis subsequently added a fence. They ruled that from Temple times onward a korban Pesach must be finished by midnight. There are a range of opinions about whether we should also eat our Afikoman by then. Some say yes, and some rule that other factors take precedence. All agree that at the very least, the first portion of matzah and maror (stage 8 & 9 of the seder) should be completed by midnight.

Nevertheless, at whatever point you do eat your Afikoman (whether before, during, or after midnight) that moment becomes for you “like midnight”[2] ( כַּחֲצֹת הַלַּיְלָה), for you are reenacting the first korban Pesach eaten in Egypt around 3325 years ago.

The drama of that event is nearly impossible to convey. Huge upheavals ripped through the cosmos on both its inner and outer planes. Forces converged to produce a paradigm shift that brought heaven down to earth with all the sweetness and anguish that entails. Below are three perspectives on that event which can serve as kavvanot for eating the Afikoman.

1 – Pshat. The Torah paints the scene as follows: The Israelites divided into groups that gathered in a single home and shared the same Paschal lamb. As evening approached they slaughtered their lambs and (as per instruction) smeared its blood on their doorposts and lintels, an ominous sight that lent an air of foreboding to their preparations. They roasted the entire lamb in one piece (stripped of its skin) arranged in a fetal position רֹאשׁוֹ עַל-כְּרָעָיו וְעַל-קִרְבּוֹ )3 All this despite the Egyptians’ worship of the lamb as one of their gods.

At dusk each group gathered in the home where it would eat its korbon. Once the sun set, no one was permitted to exit that space until daybreak under threat of death.[4] They began their seuda, saving the Paschal lamb for dessert. The blood on the lintel dampened the atmosphere. And then, at midnight, while eating their korban Pesach, chaos erupted outside their blood-stained doorways. Screams and cries filled the streets. Every Egyptian household bewailed its dead. The Torah does not exaggerate when it states that there never was and never will be a cry of anguish that compares to this.[5] All the while the Israelites stayed locked in their homes, hearing the shrieks, gazing upon their bloodied doorways, eating their korban Pesach, the god of Egypt.[6] Continue Reading…

PurimBurst 2013 / 5773

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DIALOGUE WITH DESTINY
Sarah Yehudit Schneider

Said Haman to Achashverosh: “Let these [Jewish] people be destroyed…” The King removed his signet ring, gave it to Haman and replied: “Do with them as you see fit.” …A decree went out to destroy, slay and exterminate all Jews, young and old, women and children on a single day, the 13th of Adar and to plunder their possessions…[1]

Shortly after Hamen’s demise (in the month of Sivan), Esther begged the King to annul Haman’s genocidal plot that was still scheduled to occur in seven months time.

Achashverosh replied: “An edict which is written in the King’s name and sealed with the royal signet may never be revoked.”…[2]

The rabbis note that the book of Esther begins with a codeword that signals hard times ahead.  The verb, ויהי (and it was), seems innocent enough, but in Hebrew its first two letters spell vay (meaning oy, or woe). R. Berekhia wonders: How could it be that already, there, in the first word, tragedy lurks.

And he actually concludes that, really, it’s always that way, for destiny is a real force in the universe. It seems that from the beginning of time HaShem decreed the fate of each soul and the mark it would leave on the world.

…From the first instant of creation HaShem assigned a fitting destiny to each and every person [that would walk the earth]…He appointed Cain to be the model of all slayers and Abel the prototype of those slain. He made Noah the first of those saved from disaster and Abraham the first to be circumcised [by Divine command]…He put Nebuchadnezzar at the head of all ravagers.  And, [most relevant to our matter at hand,] He made Achashverosh the prototype of sellers and Haman, the prototype of buyers.[3] When the people saw that these last two souls were here, now, and set to go they cried, “vay vay (oy oy).” Esther and Mordecai wrote the Megilla and opened it with this word to convey that mystery.[4]

This commentary introducing the Midrash on Esther presents free will and determinism as the central theme of our Purim tale.[5]   The story revolves around a genocidal decree signed by “the king,” a double entendre that (in the Megilla) also always indicates the King of Kings (KoK)—the Prime Mover and Shaker of history. And the Megilla informs us that a pronouncement from the king (read KoK) can never be revoked. Once issued it MUST be executed. Yet in this instance, despite the irrevocability of Divine decree, the proclamation does not, in the end, materialize; there was no genocide. Clearly there is a contrary force—hidden and formidable—that can oppose HaShem’s decrees and prevail. Yet this rival power could not possibly succeed unless it too had God on its side. Continue Reading…

Illustrated Video Teaching #5 — The Kabbala of I-Centers

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This illustrated video teaching is the fifth installment in our series on Paradox.  It explores the mystical underpinnings of  I-Centers and how they interact to produce a whole greater than the sum of its parts. This 7 min. video ends with practical instructions about how to work with I-Centers that we find disagreeable.

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A Tribute to Wine for Tu B’Shvavt 2013 / 5773

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It is customary to eat fruits and drink wine in celebration of TuB’Shvat, the Rosh HaShana of fruit trees. And it is fitting to admire each fruit and speak its praises before you eat it. In that spirit I present a tribute to wine.

Of the five fruits indigenous to Israel only grapes can be processed in such a way that their “status” increases.  When eaten off the vine the blessing we say is the same as for all fruits. But when turned into wine (or grape juice), an exclusive blessing gets said that applies only to it.

This is because wine is more than a beverage—it is psycho-active substance and, in fact, the archetype of them all. The path that grapes traverse in their odyssey of becoming wine parallels our cosmic journey of expanding consciousness.

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Paradox 4: Introducing I-Centers

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This Illustrated Video Teaching introduces the concept of I-centers—an extremely useful tool for sorting through the complexities of paradox. It is always good to build an idea from the ground up. In the next teaching (Part 5 or our series) we will examine the mystical origins of this concept as well as its practical applications.

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Paradox — A Hanukkah Dilemma

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Hanukkah teaches us how to survive exile and how to accomplish the purpose of it.  And that brings us the paradox of “isolation and integration” as you shall see.

 

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